On March 9, it will be the 83rd anniversary of the deportation and mass murder of the Jews of Mielec. The end of the 5000 Jews who lived in the city of Mielec and its surrounding villages, 50 percent of the total population of the area. The home to my grandfather and his family. His father, mother, brothers and sisters were among the Jews were marched out of the town. Some were killed along the way and buried in a mass grave, some sent to death camps where they were murdered. My great grandmother somehow escaped this but died months later, murdered by a German, turned in by her old neighbors. (See blogs below.)


Thanks to the amazing Izabela Sekulska, my family members are now remembered. Since March 9, 2020, a group of Polish people from Mielec remember the deportation of the Jews of Mielec. They will gather once again at the mass grave, read out the names of 105 more people who they now know. So far they have made stones for 1000 Jewish residents who were murdered in the Shoah. Included in this list are eight of my relatives. Gimple Feuer, Chava Amsterdam Feuer, Taube Amsterdam Feuer, Nachum Amsterdam Feuer, Shimon Amsterdam Feuer, Ceia/Tzilia Amsterdam Feuer, as well as Natan Amsterdam and Tauba and Marcus Amsterdam. For each a stone has been painted and will be left on the mass grave. You can learn more about their work on the Facebook Group, Mayn Shtelele Mielec.
I thank those who work to keep their memories alive in Poland. Who do not forget the mass graves of Jews still buried and unknown. In my heart I will be there on March 9 and I remember those who died due to hatred in the past. Now I have a date to say Kaddish for my family.
I will think about those still hostages in Gaza, also murdered and tortured and held against their will while the world is mainly silent. And I will think how once again the Red Cross and the humanitarian agencies did nothing to save them. Just as they did basically nothing during the Shoah.
I will think about the UN, whose voice was silent during the brutal rape and murders of Israelis and others who were caught in in the Hamas murder spree. Who voice was silent for 18 months toward Jewish hostages and Israel, but not silent in still supporting Hamas. I will think about the UN who recently cut off all aid to Yemen after the Houthis took over 20 UN workers hostage. But who did not cut off aid to Hamas after their violent attacks. Double standards for sure.
I will think about college students and professors who turned in support for Hamas and tormented and attacked Jewish students, faculty and administrators. And we now know that Hamas was infiltrating these groups and had a hand in the protests. And I will think about the university administrators who said the words “kill all Jews” had to be taken into context before they could say this was wrong. I am glad that now those who are violent and threatening are beginning to realize this is not free speech and are expelled from their universities. I have nothing against a civil exchange of ideas, but the violence and threats are not that.
I will think about the current administration and its two-sided ideology. On one hand saying it is working to end anti-Semitism, but on the other hand getting rid of DEI initiatives that hurt minorities and the attacks on Hispanic members of our communities using the threats of ICE to scare and threaten them. As well as their attacks and efforts to silence the LGBTQ+ community, just as the Nazis also tortured and murdered those who were homosexual.
I will think about the last two years, the present and the future. I will think about the fact that my husband told me next time I visited our daughter in Israel I should look into getting Israeli citizenship. Is America ever going to be great again for the Jewish citizens? I am not sure. I know many think that the current president supports the Jews. But I see something totally different. A support for Israel because it fits his needs now, while at the same time supporting those who would make the USA a nation with against those of different religions and ideologies.
But I will also think about the helpers. Those in Poland who remember what happened and are trying to make a change. Those in the USA who speak out against baseless hatred. And I will try to have hope that this insidious evil that seems to have arisen will soon slither back in to the underworld where it belongs.
It’s wonderful that the Polish people are commemorating the Jews who were killed, including your family.
As for the rest, I have no words.
It gives me some hope. But I do know there are people there who are not as supportive.
There always will be.